But as you know we never were good at this I never got a chance to tell you I forgive you and thank you for being my dad life has been going on but it just isint the same I know in the end I was to bizy and well I just thought you were fine a tough old bastard we had many good times camping fishing BBQin drinking you always drove me nuts and I hope some day to be by your side again you are an inspiration in my life and I will try harder to make you proud you wil always be in my hart my right hand we all love and miss you